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<description><![CDATA[<img class="alignleft"  img src="http://www.wuli.com/paintings/inferno%20book%20cover%202.jpg" width="206" height="279">As you well know, if you are a regular reader of Inferno or a visitor of this website, Inferno has had its share of financial hardship this past year. Advertisers dropped due to the bad economy, forcing me to suspend publication.<br />
<br />
I have been working diligently trying to lure new advertisers, and this week help came from an unlikely source that promised to support us with a regular priced ad. I promised him that if I found seven more that would commit we would be back in business, but I need commitments for an entire year.<br />
<br />
In other news - Inferno has not been idle. There are now three books available with the Inferno Imprint. <i>INFERNO - burning the bridges behind us</i> is a seven-year retrospective of the rise and fall of this underground newspaper. Well over 200 pages, chock full of photos, the best of articles, and new commentary and articles by our stable of writers. This book will soon be available on Amazon.com, <a href="https://www.createspace.com/3437929">or from our storefront</a> for an amazingly affordable price of $14.97.<br />
<br />
I am working on releasing a premium edition of the same book with the same content, but in full color. If the quality of the final product is up to our exacting standards, look for that to be available soon.<br />
<br />
In addition to this fine work of literature, Mo Pagano is offering a compilation of his "<b><a href="https://www.createspace.com/3422480">Mo Knows</a></b>" articles in a book of the same title. A full color 8x10 paperback, this book features the best Mo Knows articles of the past seven years with a new introduction by myself and a foreword by Mo. It also highlights his paintings, and has photos scattered throughout. This is a must have for any Inferno fan.<br />
<br />
Finally, I have published in one volume "<a href="https://www.createspace.com/3405229">Bar Exam</a>", my musings on the demise of the neighborhood bar with original paintings on every page. Both Mo Knows and Bar Exam are available for the extremely affordable price of $12 each.  A portion of the profits from all of these books will go back into a fund to help bring Inferno back on your local newspaper rack! ]]></description>
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 <pubDate>Fri, 12 Mar 2010 10:37:26 -0500</pubDate>
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 <title>The Barn Studio of Art Announces ‘Phantom Gallery location’ for Third Friday Exhibit</title>
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<description><![CDATA[The Barn Studio of Art has revealed the location of their exhibit for July 17, 3rd Friday.  The Copperplate Gallery, located at 501 High Street, in Millville’s ‘Village on High’, will host the Maurice River School painters.  Gallery/Show hours are 6 pm to 9 pm.  One night only!<br />
<br />
The 3rd Friday exhibit culminates the week long en plein air workshop which featured an outstanding line-up of instructor’s such as Bill Ternay, Stan Sperlak, Jill A. Rupinski, Nancy Witt Mulick, Ruth Formica and Pat Witt.   <br />
<br />
The paintings exhibited will feature all students works produced during the workshop and will highlight various locations along the Maurice River valley.  <br />
Contact The Barn Studio of Art at 856-825-5028 for more information about the workshop and the exhibit.<br />
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 <pubDate>Thu, 9 Jul 2009 09:51:27 -0400</pubDate>
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 <title>Static Addiction announces new frontman</title>
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<description><![CDATA[Static Addiction is proud to announce their new frontman, Angel Santiago, who was formerly the frontman for the Vineland-based originals band, Days Like These, a signed, nationally touring act. Static Addiction is a Vineland-based band that plays upbeat, high energy covers of alternative and modern rock hits, mainly 90’s and up, with an emphasis on current hits, geared towards getting the crowd moving. Static Addiction was formed in April of 2008, with experienced musicians who wanted to stretch themselves and excite their audiences by continuously learning and playing newer songs.  Static Addiction’s goal is to bring the party to every venue and show that they play, to get the girls up dancing and shaking it, and to have you singing along with your favorite songs! <br />
 <br />
Static Addiction has many upcoming local shows, including Friday, July 10 at Good Sports Bar & Grille in East Vineland; and Friday, July 24 at The Towne Tavern in Bridgeton.  Go to <a href="http://www.staticaddiction.com">www.staticaddiction.com</a> for more information.]]></description>
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 <pubDate>Sat, 4 Jul 2009 12:17:58 -0400</pubDate>
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<description><![CDATA[J. Billy VerPlanck passed away in Hackensack Hospital on Tuesday, June 2, 2009. A mass will be held on Friday, June 5th at 10:30am, St. Clare's Church, 31 Allwood Rd, Clifton NJ. Internment is at Mount Olivet Cemetery,Bloomfield.<br />
<br />
Known as Billy throughout the music world, he was born in Norwalk Ct. in 1930 He began his musical career at age fifteen playing trombone with the Jess Stacey Band.  He went on to play and write arrangements for all the big bands (Charlie Spivak, Claude Thornhill, Jimmy Dorsey, Charlie Barnet), of his generation, culminating his road days with his idol, Tommy Dorsey.  For the next forty years he was one of the busiest studio arrangers and conductors in New York,  writing every thing from jingles, films, documentaries,  record dates, as well as  producing 20 cd's for his wife, Marlene VerPlanck.   His passion for music was all consuming and he never wrote an indifferent note in his life.Among his other interests he loved life, traveling the world with his wife,<br />
enjoying great food and wine,  the New York Mets, his country  and  his<br />
fellow man.  He was a diehard advocate of free enterprise and tried to<br />
convert anyone who would listen to his beliefs.  Details of Billy's career<br />
can be found  at: www.marleneverplanck@aol.com.<br />
<br />
Billy  is survived by his wife, Marlene, of 52 years, his sister in law,<br />
Barbara Marshall,  his brother in law, Phil and his wife, Arlene Pampinella<br />
and extended nieces, nephews and cousins.  A sister Anne Durland preceeded<br />
him in death in 2008.<br />
<br />
In honor of Billy's love of jazz, a scholarship has been established at<br />
William Paterson University.  In lieu of flowers, donations may be made to<br />
the J. Billy VerPlanck Jazz Scholarship Fund: c/o Office of Institutional<br />
Advancement.  William Paterson University, 300 Pompton Road, Wayne, NJ 07470<br />
<br />
Visit WWM at: <a href="http://williamwmay.ning.com">http://williamwmay.ning.com</a>]]></description>
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 <pubDate>Sat, 4 Jul 2009 12:16:44 -0400</pubDate>
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 <title>Been caught stealing...</title>
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<description><![CDATA[When I was a kid I used to pray every night for a new bicycle.<br />
Then I realised God doesn’t work that way, so I stole<br />
one and prayed for forgiveness.<br />
	<br />
- Emo Philips]]></description>
 <category>Reader submitted humor</category>
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 <pubDate>Sat, 4 Jul 2009 12:15:32 -0400</pubDate>
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 <title>IT AIN’T YOUR GRANDDADDY’S POETRY</title>
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<description><![CDATA[Poet, RAY GARMAN<br />
<br />
Haverford College alumnus Ray Garman is an activist, an entrepreneur, a photographer, and a poet.  Locally, Ray has stepped up to the mic at venues in Mays Landing, Ocean City, and Bridgeton.  He has, however, traveled the world, and read and performed his poetry at such notable places as Robin’s Bookstore in Philadelphia; the Bowery Poetry Club, Nuyorican Poets Café, Neither Nor, St. Mark’s Poetry Project, La MaMa Theatre, Nell’s, and the Knitting Factory in New York City; Shakespeare & Company in Paris; San Francisco’s City Lights; Fringe Club in Hong Kong; The Café in Nairobi; at Burning Man in Black Rock City, Nevada; and also along the Ho Chi Minh Trail, and with the forest of drums, and rainbows, gathering.<br />
<br />
The following are from Ray’s recent book of poetry, Crossing Waters, published by Whirlwind Press.  His website is<a href="http://www.raygarman.com/"> www.raygarman.com</a>.<br />
<br />
<b>Back Seats</b><br />
<br />
Full<br />
and earnest,<br />
deeply devote,<br />
my teenage<br />
fingers fumble<br />
with buttons<br />
buttressing blouse<br />
to touch a universe<br />
discovered<br />
in the back seat<br />
of matinee movies.<br />
<br />
I awaken the nights,<br />
deeply desirous,<br />
I lift your skirt<br />
to touch a universe<br />
discovered<br />
in the back seat<br />
of my mustang.<br />
<br />
Changed<br />
and transformed,<br />
my teenage heart<br />
sheds fear for tastes,<br />
feminine charms<br />
channeled,<br />
when I let loose<br />
my liberty,<br />
I lift your skirt<br />
to touch a universe<br />
recollected<br />
in the back seat<br />
of my memory.<b>Aspire & Believe</b><br />
<br />
Freedom,<br />
the aspiration<br />
a little achieved,<br />
once seemingly<br />
unstoppable,<br />
then derailed<br />
in red tape<br />
and political<br />
pros,<br />
ground down,<br />
almost halted.<br />
<br />
 <br />
This train<br />
gathers steam<br />
once again,<br />
and great<br />
marches<br />
are organized,<br />
even when we<br />
think<br />
they won’t<br />
listen.<br />
<br />
<br />
<b>Hope</b><br />
<br />
There’s no difference<br />
in the call and bark<br />
of ego<br />
expressed<br />
in whatever species<br />
or persuasion.<br />
 <br />
Its flash,<br />
unmistakable tone,<br />
recognizable<br />
though hard to describe,<br />
known once lived,<br />
not forgotten<br />
nor remembered<br />
with much detail,<br />
merely endured,<br />
each day.<br />
 <br />
Gaia feels<br />
the parasite<br />
prick a little more<br />
and a little further from,<br />
her shepherd hopes.<br />
 <br />
<b>Found Within</b><br />
<br />
I forgive<br />
America<br />
its failings.<br />
 <br />
The letting<br />
go brings<br />
calm.<br />
 <br />
Harmony<br />
rings ethos<br />
now patterned<br />
within,<br />
resident<br />
and resonant.<br />
 <br />
It’s the people<br />
who are<br />
more difficult<br />
to fathom<br />
and forgive.<br />
 <br />
We should<br />
know better<br />
than the way<br />
we act.]]></description>
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 <pubDate>Sat, 4 Jul 2009 12:14:15 -0400</pubDate>
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 <title>Dr. Ross Beitzel of Gloucester County College Receives a Governor’s Award</title>
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<description><![CDATA[Dr. Ross Beitzel, professor emeritus and curator of the Permanent Art Collection at Gloucester County College, received a Governor’s Award in Arts Education at the annual ceremony on Thursday, May 21, at the State Museum Auditorium in Trenton, NJ. Beitzel received the Distinguished Fellow Award from Art Educators of New Jersey.<br />
<br />
The event, a celebration to promote awareness and appreciation of the arts, recognizes the creativity, talent and leadership of the award winners. The award ceremony featured remarks by Commissioner of Education Lucille E. Davy and Secretary of State Nina Mitchell Wells.In addition to his position at Gloucester County College, Beitzel of Deptford, NJ, is a member of the National Art Education Association, the NJ Art Education Association, where he served as President and now Treasurer, and the Association of American University Professors. He has traveled extensively, worked as a consultant to numerous community, education and cultural organizations,  and has exhibited his artwork throughout the United States and Japan. In addition to his 2009 Governor’s Award, Beitzel received a Proclamation of Appreciation from the Gloucester County Freeholders, a Certificate of Achievement from Art Educators New Jersey and the Citizen’s Award Medallion for service to Gloucester County College.<br />
<br />
This year’s Governor’s Awards were presented to approximately 15 educators and 87 students. National and statewide organizations selected the students for their exemplary work in creative writing, speech, dance, music, theatre and visual arts and the educators for their exceptional commitment and contribution to arts education.<br />
<br />
Douglas J. Wills, Esq., a member of the Gloucester County College board of trustees, accepted the George DiBuono Recognition on behalf of the College Board.  This award was established to honor former president of the Art Educators of New Jersey, George DiBouno, whose dedication to arts education in New Jersey was marked by a realization of the power of leadership in education to move the arts to the forefront. This award is for those who are "within" the field of education, but not art educators.  The recipient must demonstrate both strong support of visual arts education at the local or state level and go beyond what is required to encourage and promote arts education within their school.<br />
<br />
The Governor’s Awards event is a partnership between the New Jersey Arts Education Partnership, the Department of Education and the Department of State. Additional support provided by: the New Jersey State Council on the Arts, Afro-Academic, Cultural, Technological and Scientific Olympics, Art Educators of New Jersey, Art Administrators of New Jersey, Dance New Jersey, New Jersey Council of Teachers of English, New Jersey Forensic League, New Jersey Music Educators Association, New Jersey Performing Arts Center, Playwrights Theatre of New Jersey, Speech and Theatre Association of New Jersey, Very Special Arts of New Jersey and Young Audiences/New Jersey.]]></description>
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 <pubDate>Sat, 4 Jul 2009 12:08:09 -0400</pubDate>
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 <title>WHEATONARTS RECEIVES $10,000 GRANT</title>
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<description><![CDATA[WHEATONARTS RECEIVES $10,000 GRANT FROM THE<br />
HORIZON FOUNDATION FOR NEW JERSEY <br />
<br />
MILLVILLE, NJ – Wheaton Arts and Cultural Center has received a grant in the amount of $10,000 from the Horizon Foundation for New Jersey. This grant will help fund the WheatonArts Glasstown Collective Education Program, an arts education initiative serving Cumberland County students. The arts programs include: <br />
          &#9632; The “GrowCreative! Pre-School Program,” a partnership with the Millville Child and Family Center, Millville's city-wide preschool serving over 650 three- and four-year olds. WheatonArts has offered <br />
year-round free access and special programs to the entire school community, including students, teachers and their respective families. <br />
          &#9632; The “Glasstown Partnership,” a program for 70 Millville 4th graders, includes hands-on glassmaking experiences and interactive museum programming. In addition, all 4th grade classes in Millville make special class visits at no charge. The program is now in its 14th year. <br />
          &#9632; The “Juvenile Justice Partnership” is an intensive program of training and hands-on experience that serves up teens currently under the supervision of NJ Juvenile Justice Commission. Activities have ranged from creating glass paperweights to casting self-portraits with hot glass and other art and design activities.<br />
"We are delighted to partner with WheatonArts, said Larry Altman, executive director of The Horizon Foundation for New Jersey. “The Horizon Foundation for New Jersey is dedicated to supporting needed resources to charitable organizations making an impact on the lives of people across New Jersey."<br />
<br />
The Horizon Foundation for New Jersey, created by Horizon Blue Cross Blue Shield of New Jersey, supports charitable organizations that promote health and other cultural and arts programs throughout New Jersey. For more information about the Foundation visit www.horizonblue.com/foundation.<br />
<br />
WheatonArts, the largest regional arts organization in South Jersey, is home to the Museum of American Glass, the Creative Glass Center of America, the Down Jersey Folklife Center, a Hot Glass Studio and several traditional crafts studios, the Gallery of Fine Craft, four museum stores, and a 10,000 square-foot event center. In addition to daily glassblowing and craft demonstrations, WheatonArts features special exhibitions, programs, workshops, performances and several weekend festivals and events throughout the year. WheatonArts is recognized as a Major Arts Organization by the NJ State Council on the Arts, “given in recognition of the organizations’ solid history of artistic excellence, arts programming, and broad public service.”  <br />
<br />
WheatonArts is open Tuesday through Sunday, 10 a.m. to 5 p.m. Open July 4 and Labor Day. Closed Thanksgiving Day, Christmas Day and New Year’s Day. For more information about WheatonArts visit www.wheatonarts.org or call 800-998-4552 or 856-825-6800.]]></description>
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 <pubDate>Sat, 4 Jul 2009 12:06:55 -0400</pubDate>
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 <title>IT AIN’T YOUR GRANDDADDY’S POETRY</title>
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<description><![CDATA[It Ain’t Your Granddaddy’s Poetry is pleased to present poetry by Joseph Arechavala, Jen Kirchner, and Anna Vosburgh!<br />
<br />
Dogwoods<br />
by:  Joseph Arechavala<br />
<br />
I remember the dogwoods in our backyard<br />
Gnarled, twisted things that, in the dark, could be<br />
Easily mistaken for monsters<br />
<br />
The flowers smelled like a honey-day, and meant<br />
Spring was here, even more than the robins in<br />
March who left tiny prints in last snows<br />
<br />
They were little, struggling trees, and I jungle-gymmed<br />
Without care, snapping tiny, hopeful arms<br />
As I caroused, inflicting wounds on wood<br />
<br />
They're gone now, and I wonder if I ever<br />
Made them cryThe Doe<br />
<br />
by:  Joseph Arechavala<br />
<br />
 <br />
<br />
Does graze by the side of the highway<br />
Twilight glimmering through pines<br />
Hum of mosquitoes and tires<br />
As headlights begin to pierce dark;<br />
<br />
 <br />
<br />
They are unaware of the danger<br />
Blazing by in the high seventies<br />
<br />
 <br />
<br />
One will leap into hazard, darting,<br />
Daring aluminum, steel and glass<br />
In the reflection of her eye,<br />
<br />
 <br />
<br />
And not even Artemis herself could<br />
Dare be so beautiful<br />
<br />
 <br />
<br />
 <br />
<br />
Does sweat exist at all?<br />
<br />
by:  Joseph Arechavala<br />
<br />
 <br />
<br />
If life is so meaningless, why do we sweat?<br />
Take out the garbage?<br />
<br />
 <br />
<br />
If life is meaningless, why are we afraid?<br />
Compelled to accumulate? To wound, or save?<br />
<br />
Why do we? Why at all?<br />
<br />
 <br />
<br />
Are we really islands, or symbiotic?<br />
Perhaps antibiotic? Feral or urbane?<br />
<br />
Sartre thought he knew emptiness<br />
Augustine thought he’d know bliss<br />
<br />
Does reality exist on a mote<br />
or do universes keep expanding?<br />
<br />
 <br />
<br />
Are we impelled to act<br />
by Urges, Ego or Creator?<br />
<br />
Do we exist in the vacuum<br />
In heavenly spheres?<br />
<br />
Does sweat exist at all?<br />
<br />
 <br />
<br />
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br />
<br />
 <br />
<br />
SPIT<br />
<br />
by:  Jen Kirchner (copyright 2007) <br />
<br />
 <br />
<br />
I fear they'll find you<br />
<br />
They'll look<br />
<br />
I think they already did, happy happy he said<br />
<br />
   he always kept tabs on me<br />
<br />
I was spit at<br />
<br />
I owe this one my life he lets me know as his waste<br />
<br />
   hits the ground I am disgusting<br />
<br />
   with what I don't do.<br />
<br />
The suit growls at me did he read<br />
<br />
my fetish is improper<br />
<br />
I've paint and chalk on my fingers<br />
<br />
   counting pencils in the basement he doesn't care<br />
<br />
though I bet he knows.<br />
<br />
And this one smiles, turns and smiles<br />
<br />
   thinks he's next in line for what you morphed<br />
<br />
   I have a spring in my step<br />
<br />
   though there is nothing to smell.<br />
<br />
Spit at<br />
<br />
Follow me, clear your throat,<br />
<br />
Make sure I know.<br />
<br />
 <br />
<br />
They'll look for you<br />
<br />
For seeing what happened<br />
<br />
TRY<br />
<br />
   rip this silver off my throat<br />
<br />
   like when they broke my jaw.<br />
<br />
But I have my father's grin now<br />
<br />
He was here, I am here, twice<br />
<br />
I came back like the one who left<br />
<br />
Did you read me before they did?<br />
<br />
Crazy as shit you said<br />
<br />
It's been crazy as shit for eighteen months<br />
<br />
   and they call me "girl" here<br />
<br />
   like I'm a treasure the pirate uncovered.<br />
<br />
So take another pill! I spit<br />
<br />
I've been in this forever and longer and<br />
<br />
I don't care if your eyes bulge at that.<br />
<br />
 <br />
<br />
...Your smirk astounded me<br />
<br />
and sometimes you speak like the one I trashed<br />
<br />
but something still is innocent<br />
<br />
   and I wear this sand dollar like garlic.<br />
<br />
 <br />
<br />
 <br />
<br />
DECIDING THOUGHTS<br />
<br />
 by:  Jen Kirchner (copyright 1995)<br />
<br />
  <br />
<br />
Thursday<br />
<br />
 <br />
<br />
"Maybe married by October......."<br />
<br />
We are<br />
<br />
   moving at a fast pace<br />
<br />
if tonight<br />
<br />
you would tell your mother<br />
<br />
   about us.<br />
<br />
I only over heard,<br />
<br />
still,<br />
<br />
my insides were suddenly showing<br />
<br />
and embarrassed I asked you to take me<br />
<br />
   somewhere else,<br />
<br />
hold me.<br />
<br />
Thoughts...<br />
<br />
   us, you, me,<br />
<br />
   life<br />
<br />
   the half-double with pseudo brick walls<br />
<br />
and red wood cabinets<br />
<br />
   us,<br />
<br />
   you holding me<br />
<br />
   forever,<br />
<br />
chase round and round.<br />
<br />
I can't get enough,<br />
<br />
it seems<br />
<br />
   I never can<br />
<br />
get close enough to you.<br />
<br />
Where did hunger come from, that<br />
<br />
   I should want you there<br />
<br />
   all the time?<br />
<br />
Never enough,<br />
<br />
I need more and more<br />
<br />
   of this feeling,<br />
<br />
   this ecstasy<br />
<br />
when I'm enveloped by our simple happiness,<br />
<br />
   by your arms<br />
<br />
   and I decided<br />
<br />
it doesn't really matter<br />
<br />
if you can't buy me a ring<br />
<br />
   right now.<br />
<br />
You're here.<br />
<br />
I just can't understand<br />
<br />
why I am unnerved<br />
<br />
   and scared<br />
<br />
   when you leave;<br />
<br />
in the night's hour<br />
<br />
I list reasons why I want you for a lifetime<br />
<br />
   in my journal, in black and white<br />
<br />
   for future reference.<br />
<br />
Deciding thoughts<br />
<br />
ensue vague feelings-<br />
<br />
my life is just starting<br />
<br />
   and I'm missing out<br />
<br />
   on something or other.<br />
<br />
I just' can't understand<br />
<br />
why your goodnight kiss would leave<br />
<br />
   a bitter aftertaste<br />
<br />
   upon my tongue.<br />
<br />
 <br />
<br />
Friday<br />
<br />
 <br />
<br />
I remember<br />
<br />
we made love atop lemon yellow sheets<br />
<br />
   scented with the days sun,<br />
<br />
   my bed.<br />
<br />
I remember<br />
<br />
we made love amid bubble mountains,<br />
<br />
time passed two hours, our skin wrinkled<br />
<br />
   neither cared.<br />
<br />
We devoured<br />
<br />
   feasted of each other<br />
<br />
and when I<br />
<br />
eventually<br />
<br />
   floated back to earth<br />
<br />
I knew<br />
<br />
the feeling, the intensity<br />
<br />
   would never end<br />
<br />
   just go on forever,<br />
<br />
intermingled, intertwined<br />
<br />
before, during, after<br />
<br />
warm, loved<br />
<br />
forever.<br />
<br />
They told me tonight<br />
<br />
   my grandmother died this morning.<br />
<br />
Something,<br />
<br />
finally<br />
<br />
   tore and removed itself from me.<br />
<br />
Death<br />
<br />
reminded me of my father,<br />
<br />
reminded me of loss<br />
<br />
   and the time I tried to explain<br />
<br />
   why I am afraid to love.<br />
<br />
I cried over death<br />
<br />
   of love.<br />
<br />
I should have told you<br />
<br />
I am confused and asked you<br />
<br />
to explain where the time went<br />
<br />
   for making love in lemon yellow sheets and bathtubs.<br />
<br />
I can't remember<br />
<br />
the last time<br />
<br />
   you said you loved me<br />
<br />
   with your touch.<br />
<br />
I can't remember<br />
<br />
   at all.<br />
<br />
You fly high<br />
<br />
without me<br />
<br />
   almost there;<br />
<br />
   you take off and land<br />
<br />
   then apologize<br />
<br />
   only,<br />
<br />
   again.<br />
<br />
"I feel I'm cheating you"<br />
<br />
   you say tonight<br />
<br />
You must know then<br />
<br />
   you are only taking<br />
<br />
and I've become<br />
<br />
   only a vessel.<br />
<br />
I bathed alone<br />
<br />
   scalding hot and a bar of Ivory,<br />
<br />
tried to wash away the pain,<br />
<br />
   the grief,<br />
<br />
scrubbed myself raw and emerged pink<br />
<br />
   with trying to erase your scent.<br />
<br />
I find greed repulsive<br />
<br />
and no longer like the taste of you<br />
<br />
or want your touch<br />
<br />
   remaining.<br />
<br />
 <br />
<br />
Saturday Afternoon<br />
<br />
 <br />
<br />
Just kidding<br />
<br />
you have told me<br />
<br />
   I'm not good for much<br />
<br />
forget painting and writing,<br />
<br />
   WHAT<br />
<br />
can I find to do during the day<br />
<br />
   WORTHWHILE?<br />
<br />
Lazy.<br />
<br />
Unemployed.<br />
<br />
Etc.<br />
<br />
Inside<br />
<br />
I cry<br />
<br />
silent tears and decide<br />
<br />
I will make up my own mind<br />
<br />
   as to who I am<br />
<br />
even if<br />
<br />
   you can't see<br />
<br />
the need<br />
<br />
in me<br />
<br />
to create<br />
<br />
with my hands and my mind.<br />
<br />
And, just kidding?<br />
<br />
you always ask<br />
<br />
   what I would like to do.<br />
<br />
Somehow<br />
<br />
the movies<br />
<br />
   are, always, replaced<br />
<br />
with sitting in Lynn's Bar<br />
<br />
infinite glasses of Riunite and Mich<br />
<br />
until<br />
<br />
   you feel safe enough<br />
<br />
   for affections.<br />
<br />
Too many nights<br />
<br />
   we're separated<br />
<br />
by boob-tube phenomenon or<br />
<br />
stony silences, riding aimlessly<br />
<br />
   never materializing<br />
<br />
the trip to New York<br />
<br />
the weekend in the Poconos<br />
<br />
a night on the town<br />
<br />
   alone,<br />
<br />
   the promises.<br />
<br />
I know<br />
<br />
you may desire<br />
<br />
   the comfort of my presence,<br />
<br />
I resent<br />
<br />
   the loss of our precious time<br />
<br />
I wonder<br />
<br />
if you'd like to keep me<br />
<br />
with hopes<br />
<br />
   that dissipate<br />
<br />
   like early morning fog.<br />
<br />
I've said<br />
<br />
   WE<br />
<br />
 have to do something about this.<br />
<br />
I like beach walking and the stars<br />
<br />
   you profess<br />
<br />
"drinking, screwing, and gambling"<br />
<br />
   are substantial pastimes,<br />
<br />
   the beach is too cold this time of year<br />
<br />
and you've grown an allergy to<br />
<br />
   all<br />
<br />
   my friends<br />
<br />
since<br />
<br />
   just two<br />
<br />
tried<br />
<br />
   just once<br />
<br />
to fix me up with someone else.<br />
<br />
  "WE<br />
<br />
will compromise"<br />
<br />
  yet somehow<br />
<br />
  I still<br />
<br />
have a choice only out of three.<br />
<br />
Four months and then some.....<br />
<br />
I have taken the time<br />
<br />
   to find out who you are,<br />
<br />
   forgetting who I was<br />
<br />
   when we began.<br />
<br />
   You<br />
<br />
might as well be on our first date.<br />
<br />
I look<br />
<br />
and can't help but feel<br />
<br />
   you are growing ugly to me<br />
<br />
so often<br />
<br />
frustration fills and overflows<br />
<br />
   like nausea.<br />
<br />
 <br />
<br />
Saturday Night<br />
<br />
 <br />
<br />
I've realized<br />
<br />
what we have in common<br />
<br />
couldn't possibly<br />
<br />
   fill a life.<br />
<br />
Two months ago<br />
<br />
   I escaped to the Maine woods,<br />
<br />
you didn't understand<br />
<br />
   the land called<br />
<br />
   my need to be there once in the fall<br />
<br />
   something that was a component of<br />
<br />
me.<br />
<br />
I gave you<br />
<br />
my poetry in a little black book;<br />
<br />
   you could touch me still<br />
<br />
   while I was gone.<br />
<br />
I never told you<br />
<br />
   it wounded<br />
<br />
when you returned it,<br />
<br />
   me,<br />
<br />
   unread,<br />
<br />
and I failed to see<br />
<br />
two months ago<br />
<br />
   it began,<br />
<br />
   your need to control,<br />
<br />
   hold me under from whatever I might be,<br />
<br />
with word and actions<br />
<br />
cause insecurity with things<br />
<br />
   not of your immediate world.<br />
<br />
Why?<br />
<br />
   Isn't it enough<br />
<br />
   one of us is already<br />
<br />
   without needing to make<br />
<br />
the other feel so too?<br />
<br />
You are<br />
<br />
   moving at too fast a pace<br />
<br />
for me.<br />
<br />
I can't become a prisoner<br />
<br />
   of your self doubt<br />
<br />
no matter your words<br />
<br />
   "just don't ever screw me over"<br />
<br />
ring in my ears.<br />
<br />
I will break free<br />
<br />
unless you decide<br />
<br />
   to let me and my lemon yellow sheets<br />
<br />
   in again.<br />
<br />
 <br />
<br />
Sunday Morning<br />
<br />
 <br />
<br />
Last night sitting<br />
<br />
side by side on leather barstools<br />
<br />
you abruptly stated<br />
<br />
   we are one sided<br />
<br />
   and I need to learn<br />
<br />
   to put my foot down<br />
<br />
or you will learn to take permanent advantage.<br />
<br />
You must possess a sixth sense,<br />
<br />
   an eerie perception,<br />
<br />
   compassion for me<br />
<br />
or<br />
<br />
am I indeed your prisoner<br />
<br />
and you have been watching<br />
<br />
for my self emancipation.<br />
<br />
How bizarre<br />
<br />
   you reached in<br />
<br />
and pulled out my thoughts<br />
<br />
   while they sat protected<br />
<br />
on the edge of my heart and tongue...]]></description>
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<description><![CDATA[Friday, May 1st marks the maiden voyage of a new project at Brainchurch entitled "Conspiracy Theatre".<br />
<br />
Once a month, we will screen a "conspiracy theory" film. Subjects include Big Brother, UFOs and coverups, the World Banking system, 911, plans to microchip the population (that's you!!!), corporate conspiracies and the like.<br />
<br />
Admission is free, as always, but donations are certainly welcomed.<br />
<br />
Coffee will be complimentary, as caffeine and paranoia go so well together!!!<br />
<br />
Come to get a laugh, or the info that may save your butt in the coming days!!!<br />
<br />
Movies screen at dusk (currently approx. 8pm)<br />
<br />
Remember, The Conspiracy Ain't No Theory, Baby!!!<br />
<br />
His Holiness, the "Ir-Reverend" Sitarbob<br />
Brainchurch<br />
129C. N. High St.<br />
Millville, NJ]]></description>
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 <pubDate>Sat, 4 Jul 2009 10:48:32 -0400</pubDate>
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